A New Life.

Another morning, another sunrise. The rising of the day always put me in a bad mood because I know that each day that comes is only bringing me closer to death, but in these days, death doesn't seems too bad. Even if I know what I want to be in the future, it doesn't motivate me that much, but at least, school only starts in two weeks I guess. Also, I heard that physical engineering is super hard and that discourages me. This new school will only get things worse. I'm scared of this first day, I don't know what I can do...

Choice 1 : Go to university

Choice 2 : Dropout from school

Dropping out.

It's been a month since I dropped out. This new job is even worse than I imagined. Every night, I come back at home, regretting my decision. I don't even have the courage to come back at school. I've never felt so helpless and alone in this world. I wasn't ready to live like that. I think there is only one solution to this problem...

Choice 1 : Ending it all...

Choice 2 : Go back to school

A New Start.

One week into this new world and for real, I’m getting used to it. I met Mark, my new physics lab partner and yesterday, we went at a pretty fun party together. That helped us very much to bond together. Since I met him, I’m starting to enjoy life. I remember months ago, when I was so depressed, it reminds me that I can go through a lot. But for now I have other problems. We have to choose our specialisation for next year. I don’t know what to pick.

Choice 1 : Aerospace engineering

Choice 2 : Nuclear physics engineering

Aerospace.

Oh my god! I’m so glad I took the right decision! I love what I’m doing so much. This year, me and Mark are working on a 3D model of a space shuttle. Only one week and our prototype will be ready to work in a simulation program. I’m so proud of what I accomplished. But, I think I’m starting to develop something for Mark. That seems weird, I don’t think I am gay. Maybe it’s just our 3 years of friendship that’s becoming stronger. I don’t know what to do...

Choice 1 : Tell him

Choice 2 : Keep it secret

Nuclear physics.

What we do is super cool! I’m literally calculating the impact of nuclear fusion in our ecological future. This is so inspiring. I also talk to Mark very often. He is currently working on a space shuttle model, but I don’t always understand what he talks about. We hang out very often in each other’s appartement. But, I’m a little bit scared. Yesterday, I felt something different when we played video games. I don’t think it’s love, but it’s not something I feel usually. I don’t know if I should talk to him about it...

Choice 1 : Talk to him

Choice 2 : Keep it secret

In love.

I remember one year ago when this was just questions in my head. After 6 months in relationship with him, life seems perfect. We are going to finish our university together, leaping in a whole new world. We are both going to work in Quebec and we are planning to live in the same appartement. Life is unpredictable and this is the proof! I just can’t wait to start this new life. I couldn’t believe that this would happen. I’m so glad that I talked to him about it and that it was mutual. Oh my god, life is so great!

Choice 1 : The End

A new student.

I remember when she entered our class for the first time. She came from Montréal to finish her master’s degree in Quebec. It was two years ago and never could I imagine that 7 months later, I would share my life with her. A couple of happy physical engineers that are just about to go work in a research center. By luck, we are working at the same place which is very close from the apartment that we live in since our final year. Mark also found himself a girlfriend and those two are going to Montréal to work at Bombardier to optimise the aeronautical profile of planes. Life is full of surprises and now I can say that I’m so happy to be alive!

Choice 1 : The End