Morning routine.

Skin is all about the routine and the product that you use. You got to be a little bit disciplined and aware of what you use on the daily on your skin to understand how she react to it. I have many tips that my dermatologist gave me which are really personalized to my type of skin which I need special product to keep it fresh and clean.

Choice 1 : Morning routine recommended by the dermatologist.

Choice 2 : Trying to make the best of it.

Morning routine recommended by the dermatologist.

I put aside all my old high school product and apply all the new ones on my face while listening to my favorite playlist.It's cloudy outside but even though I start with my suns cream followed by my moisturizer, my serum and all of those penetrate my skin smoothly. I can't wait to see the result of my new skincare routine and how my skin reacts to it, so I turn to the look in the mirror and I see...

Choice 1 : Glowing skin as all the lights at the Superbowl

Choice 2 : Red reaction as a stop sign

Trying to make the best of it.

The whole day all my co-workers at my new internship keep asking me if I am okay. I assure them that everything is fine, and they have nothing to worry about. Then, it's time for my lunch break, so I first go to the bathroom and then I understand why they kept asking me this question the whole morning. My face looked like a fiesta, pimple appeared on my forehead as if I was a strawberry field boosted with OGM and my skin looked dry like the Sahara desert.Suddenly I remember that I may haven't made a wise choice by using my high school product that are old from 4 years. Then, I thought...

Choice 1 : Pop them all like a bottle of champagne

Choice 2 : Wash my face like there's no tomorrow

Shine brights like a diamond.

I am walking to get to my job as quick as possible because Am on the job training and I don't want to be late but hopefully my skin is looking better than ever. I am glowing like a star ship mix with the sun. Everywhere I am walking, people are watching, which is the next level approval that I didn't expect. I am feeling like Julia Roberts in pretty women, yes, I am listening to the song in my air pods in the same time, feeling like I am in a movie. I am getting intercepted by a tall gorgeous lady which occur to be Kate Moss doing some recruiting for her agency. Before I knew it, I was offered a full scholarship to go to college and a new apartment in New York to pursue a career into modelling. All of this is because she likes the way my skin is reflecting and that it is a fashion cover material. I am clearly asking myself if I am still dreaming? What a fool I would be not to accept this once in a lifetime opportunity. Quote to myself: I WILL NEVER CHANGE MY FACE ROUTINE EVER.

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Worst than the covid-19.

My face as red as a lobster. I tried every tips I could find the internet to the hippy one as the grandma one. Nothing seems to help, just even improve the situation. I read my journal with my cup of coffee like every morning trying to calm myself and focus on something else.Suddenly, I read the unthinkable. A fake dermatologist as been arrested for operating without a real licence and corrupting beauty product. How on earth I ended up with a fake dermatologist. Because yes, it's my fake dermatologist on the cover of the journal, on the front page being everything except what she is supposed to be. So, Dr. the criminal is going to jail for 10 years or less if she doesn't misconduct so it kind of compensate for my skin half destroy. Oh! No, at the end of the article is specifically indicated to urge to the hospital if in contact with those products. Well, well, well guess who is going on a road trip to the hospital? Lucky me. All of this is maddening.

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Do I really have another option?

I could have done a better job, a better move, have a better idea. But I didn't. I really wish I didn't do what I did. Sadly, I can't change the past, so here I am trying to figure out how I let myself go down this path of destroying my skin. I don't know if I could regret it more than I am right now. I can't even recognize myself because I acted like it was the championship of the pimple popper. The worst is that my break is over and I got to go back to work. I am looking more than welcoming to the customers.Joke. Later in the day, one of our good costumers come in like usual. After ordering what she needed, she offers to our staff a chance to win a full esthetic detox treatment package to one of us and I assure you, no contest was done. Everyone looked at me at the same time and I knew I was the winner.

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360.

What happened to my skin gave me a new purpose, to become a dermatologist myself. I am so fascinated by how the skin can react and all the universe surround it. I am working hard to pull off my straight A's and that is because of my time management. Yes, it's tough sometimes but worthwhile, I am trying not to get overwhelmed. I am trying to have some me time more often than not but it's clearly not easy. I made a choice and I could not be happier.

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